Assalamualaikum. Hi! I finally started blogging again yay! Hopefully I'll be more consistent InsyaAllah! The reason why I started writing is to penned down my thoughts and feelings so that I won't be so overwhelmed by it. I also heard that it's a good way to be more positive. So let me give it a try! I used to write diaries while I was younger but I stopped somehow. My first post for today will be on my 1am thoughts. So it's 12th Muharram 1442H now. My nephew was just born recently and I heard his name will be the same as my ex’s. I don’t know if I should classify this person as an “ex” since I don’t think there was any relationship at all. We were too young to know the meaning of relationship anyway. Let’s call it a friendship instead. The friendship ended up badly, I would say. There was no closure and it was all my fault. However, I feel that it traumatised me more than the other party. I don’t care what names my cousins would like to choose for their children but ...